Tyler is coming home from North Dakota tomorrow evening. I am really excited, but I must admit he has thrown me off a little bit. I thought he was coming home on Saturday, and I had my week planned accordingly. It is currently finals week, so obviously instead of studying, I am going to write a blog. I am an English Major so it counts a little... I have my last two finals on Wednesday and then I am done. I am trying not to rip my face off because I am ridiculously sick of school this semester. So far I have been successful, but I guess that depends on how you rate your success. I haven't showered in three days, or styled my hair, or worn makeup, or changed my pants. I consider the fact that I am alive right now an accomplishment. I procrastinated this whole semester, as I do every semester, and then I think I can finish all of my assignments in one week. Some how I manage to pass my classes, but I am nearly dead at the end of my one week time frame and I am the most hateful person if you encounter me during this week.
Unfortunately I don't get embarrassed anymore, except around Tyler, when he is home I try really hard to look nice, but while he is gone I crash and burn. I have had braided hair since Saturday morning, like the Pippy Longstocking type of braids, one on each side of my face. I haven't changed it, and now it is really frizzy and I did indeed wake up this morning and not even look in the mirror. It was a little sad when I got home and realized that I am in fact, pathetic. I didn't feel super bad though, because most of the girls in my classes looked just as bad, if not worse, than I did. Finals week will do that to a woman. Anyways, back to the fact that Tyler is getting home tomorrow, this means that I have to scour the apartment for messes and make sure that they are duly noted, and then cleansed. Tyler is what you would like to call a "clean freak", and I am what you would like to call "creative". If I have important tasks that must be managed, I always focus on those things and nothing else will get in my way... Tyler cannot mentally function if our apartment is not spotless. Most days I am quite thankful for his intense desire to be clean, because I know that this is not the most common trait in males. He gets it from his mom, Linda. She is the best cleaner/organizer that I have ever encoutnered, and the thing that kills me is she actually enjoys it. I am currently aspiring to become this way.
I am not like ridiculously messy, I just like to put my clothes on the floor, but I am also what can be referred to as a "draper". Apparently my subconscious mind thinks that it looks nice, and is more acceptable to drape something over a chair, or lamp, than to drop it on the floor. Of course, when I run out of "drape" space I always will settle with the floor. I am trying to break this habit, but I can't tell if it is a success or not. I think since I have been married, when Tyler was home, I was a lot more aware of myself and I thought I did pretty good. I am not sure that Tyler will agree, as he has very high standards, but I was feeling pretty good about myself.... But then he started going to North Dakota... and I had no one to be accountable to. I had a two week span of free reign and I got a little carried away. I didn't have roommates, parents, or a husband to come into my room and say... Wow, you are kind of out of control. So now, as my father would say, my room looks like a nuclear bomb has gone off. Tyler, of course, will never know because, tomorrow, I will clean until I can no longer find anything to clean, and when he gets home it will have the appearance of perfection. I was thinking I would be able to procrastinate my cleaning until, Thursday... maybe Friday, but now he is getting home tomorrow and I will have to conquer my bedroom whether I want to, or not. I admit, it does feel nice when everything looks good, but it always gets dirty in two days. I just wish I knew how to "whistle while I worked", so to speak, in every aspect of my life.
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Maybe Logan and Tyler should switch places...I am very much a neat freak myself and Logan doens't mind having things "draped" around the house. Sounds like a perfect switcheroo to me! ;)
ReplyDeletehahaha yeah and then your house would be spotless and mine would be a disaster zone unfit for children! I am learning I think haha
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